Please just kill me. I don’t care,
I fluctuate under your stare.
Your eyes, they search my very soul,
And break apart what makes me whole.
I was doing great- thought I was fine,
But then you showed me, not this time.
I’m not ready, I can’t yet.
You’ve already planned my fall, I bet.
I always bleed and always cry,
I always, always want to die.
I do not know what makes me stop,
But eventually, I will just drop.
I’m very close, I know that now,
I’ll do it! But I don’t know how.
It’s coming soon, not long to wait,
Before I finally meet my fate.
A length of rope is my best friend,
Or will a box of pills mean my end?
But there’s one thing I know for sure,
I just can’t do this anymore.